Everyweek seems to go by faster and the countdown to me starting school is getting smaller by the minutes. It's crazy and it's depressing as hell. My summer has gone by so quick. I'm happy to know that I'll finally have the week off next week, so I'll be spending that time with my close friends and family.

This week has been on and off. I've had good things and bad things. Good hours and bad hours. My mom and I are fighting constantly over little things. I guess it's how it's suppose to be but now there's simply always something wrong. I'm tired of it. Not pissed, not angry; just sicken tired. I don't need it and don't feel like dealing with it when it seems everything I say she has soemthing to say back or if I slightly say something off-toned she snaps. urgh..I will gladly take any advice anyone has. 

Work is really great! I keep getting recognized for things I do and complimented. I'm really happy with it. I'm a little scared for beginning of school when I'm going to have to try and balance both but for now I try to not think of it. 

Jess<3

Now for some fanart. 
2 Sophia Bush
1 Chad Michael Murray
1 Blake Lively
1 Kristen Kreuk

So with the help of Brittany, she gave me a link to know how to post my avies/banners for everyone to see. I haven't done much lately apart from requests, but I'll show you my latest work. :)

One Tree Hill
1 Lucas/Peyton Banner
1 Lucas/Peyton Wallpaper(1024x768)
1 Jake/Peyton Banner
1 Bethany Banner
1 Hilarie Banner
3 Sophia Banners
1 Chase/Brooke Banner
1 Brooke/Lucas Banner
1 Nathan/Lucas Banner

Crossovers
1 Brooke/Dean Banner
1 Peyton/Dean Banner

1 Random Flower Banner

1 Chase/Brooke Avie
1 Nathan/Lucas Avie
8 Sophia Bush Avies

Teasers:

   

And I've spent way too much money this weekend. I bought so much clothes, it's totally crazy. You could see that I got my paycheck on Friday!! lol. I really needed new stuff though, my closet is so outdated, it's sad. 

Gladly I was able to fix my photoshop!! Yay. Trying to figure this LJ out still, it's a working progress. ''

Other then that nothing has really happened. Starting taking requests on fanart and...OMG! just saw the preview for next Hidden Palms(TV is on at the same time as I'm on com.) and it looks amazing!! Eek, can't wait. 

Jess<3

Been a while since I updated this journal. Over the months, I still haven't been able to figure this thing out. (how to post link to fanart, header, etc.) Anyone willing to help, email me?! (redheads.do.itbetter@hotmail.com)

I figure that I'll use this as my diary until I'm actually able to post fanart. When that will be fix, I'll use it as both. Another problem has surfaced, in my disfunctional world and that is the fact that I only have 4 days left on my photoshop. :( Anyone else know hows to fix it, email me. I would really appreciate it. 

In the past months, I've finished school, got another job, guys have still been complicated and as for my friends it's pretty much the same. I knwo how horrible this next thing may sound, but I often don't miss my friends from school. WIth my new job, which I spend a lot of time there, I feel out of the world I use to live in and I think of it as soooo useless(don't worry, I'm not going to quit school. Just maybe not be as excited?) Oh by the way, I work at American Eagle Outfitters a clothing store for anyone who wants to know. It's not a dream job, but I really enjoy it, apart from the fact that the schedules are crappy lol. 

Now I feel so numb from working each day, sleeping and hardly eating. I guess that must be why I don;t miss my friends, because I have no time to think about it, but I do put sometime for them. They still do mean a lot to me. I'm simply surprised but how I feel. Sorry for not making this more interesting...you can leave right now, seeing as I'm only going to complain some more. 

I have had some good times lately. Who knew a job would make me so happy? For some people not, but I love the idea of having a mission and often accomplishing it. If that doesn't happen then I learn from my mistakes. 

Ha, two weeks ago, I had so much fun and I have a feeling that this will be a moment I won't forget! My other job, is working with big inflatable games, which you see often out at festivals for little kids. Well, I have to surpervise them and when games are left more then one day at the same place, it's useless to put it in the truck each night and take it out in the morning. So we put this big cover on them(once deflated.) In the morning when we arrive, it was slightly raining. When it stopped we took off the cover and laid it down on the grass beside. The game was on a slight hill, so was the cover(pretty stupid actually.). We leave it there and at about 2pm, it's starts raining, but really really hard. We are about to go see other stations, because they can still stay open where as we can't(can ruin the games.) and I see the cover on the hill. I look to my friend and she can see what I'm think(thereotically) and goes "Oh no." I nod back to her and we run up the hill and run down until we hit the cover and slide down! I have pictures, which I may upload later. At the end we were about 30 people sliding and we were hoping that it was going to rain for the rest of the day(unfortunately no). It was still though, lasted about one hour and a half. *sigh*

Anywho...I'm done with my rambling. Enjoy reading my useless crap. :D

Love ya all, 
Jess<3

So I finally got myself a LiveJournal, took me long enough lol. Anyways I'm still trying to figure my way around this site, so please bear with me. 

I won't go spilling my whole self on this journal but I I won't be a locked box. It's pretty simple actually.

I have a big, long and complicated past and my life is boring; at least to me.

Okay don't worry that's not all I'll tell you haha. Trying to think of things...

Well lets start with my name. Jessika N.(Not gonna go through the middle names. Too embarrassing. For those who know already...shut your mouth.) Born in Montreal, Canada. Live there now, more along the suburbs but haven't been here my whole life. We've(My parents and my brother) have moved 7 times already and are going for 8. My childhood, I hardly remember and now which is still consider childhood right now, I'm honestly trying to 'live to the fullest' and trying to set myself up so that I don't end up no where. I often like to have a plan in front of me or else I most probably will go crazy. I do have my spontaneous moments though. 

In high school for three years now(Grade 9). I have to admit TV doesn't portray high school the right way, except for maybe a few exceptions.

Right now what's happening with me is, I'm fighting with my best friend; pining for a guy; trying to keep my grades up and preparing for a move. I'm glad of this move, it's time that we did. I need a clean-up with all my stuff and everything else. I'm confused and don't know what to do but somehow I often find myself back here on the computer or watching TV everyday(unless I'm out with my friends but when you're in an advance class, most kids are about homework, homework and homework. It's pretty much sucks).

Anyways that's a little stuff. Until next time(gosh I sound so corny)

Jess<3